That guy T.T

The guy at school gives me goose bumps. He's eyes shine like stars guiding you trough the dark pale sky above. He is the one that makes me start my day with a new beggining and with a new end. He doesn't know it. He'll know it. I'll make sure he does. I always fake smiles when I look at him because he, I know, likes another girl. I mean, look at me, I'm not beautiful. I don't know but his crush but she should really feel lucky for having his love. I could say the things that I love about him and still maybe not be able to finish. He is smart, he loves science. Guys that are sporty are like juck to me. He is normal, he gets high grades on powerpoints just like me (even though I beat him last time). He has his goals already and knows he wants to be something like a scientist or something like that. His eyes are the most cozy eyes I have every seen. I feel safe around him and every time I get around him I feel like giving him a huge hug. I of course, have to hit my hand to not hug him. It would seem odd and awkward if I did. He was my best friend in 6 grade and we use to like the same songs. We are both in karate also. I guess I meet him because my friend Tuyen and karate class introduced me to him. He was so smart and cute. I remember sitting beside him every day. We also have the same inicials =V.V= yeah so I have many dreams and hopefully you know it. T.T the thing is, he'll never notice me.